Hormones A Go Go

Man, I thought I remembered reading somewhere that the 2nd trimester is supposed to be "The Feel Good" trimester. All the hormones are supposed to be leveling off, and you're supposed to get all this so called energy back to take on the world.

Man, not the case with me. I'm just as tired as ever, and my hormones are about 20 times worse than before. The MOOD SWINGS, I tell you, are driving me crazy - and I'm sure they're maddening Pat even more so. The worst part of it all is that I have no control over them - I know whatever I might be feeling at any given time is unreasonable and ridiculous, but yet I can't control it. It really stinks.

Last night, I think Pat and I had an argument about brownies - home made from scratch vs. the microwave singe serving ones.....I'm not exactly sure how it happened, but I ended up getting angry and moving to the guest bedroom to sleep. Pat tried to get me back to bed, but I wasn't moving at all. Turned out to be a good decision, because the guest bedroom mattress is soooo much firmer and more comfy than our big poofy bed. We need a new one. Stat.

Anyway, he came back about 1:30AM and woke me up, which made me even more mad - but I came back to our bed anyway. Then the cats decided to be all crazy and running around full speed, so I was up again to lock them out of the bedroom so I could try to SLEEP. I was sooo crabby when I woke up today! And basically decided to blame it all on Pat...so I was a SUPER huge bitch for most of the morning.

I tell you what though - when Pat decides he's ready to make nice, its nearly impossible to resist him. Those big brown eyes, super soft kissies on my cheeks and uber cuddly snuggles and hugs....it takes serious willpower (read: Stubborness) to keep on being mad, and I'm usually pretty good at it. I finally broke down by noon though. He's just too cute!!

So the moral of the story? Pregnant women are unreasonable, and don't make any sense. So don't try to understand them.